January 2010
December 2009
“i’ll hear from you”
brown eyed girl makes me cry for absolutely no reason at all. i have zero sentimental attachment to it.
melancholy.
NEW YEAR SAME OLD SHIT AINT IT THE TRUTH?
at this point
i just want to make something that means something.
that has to be all that matters. push everything away. its not doing me any good anymore.
do you believe in kissing to ring in the new year?
for my sake, i hope not.
“I love flannels, hoodies, North Face jackets, fitted hats, Levi 511’s, Vans Authentic sneakers and band t-shirts.”
the uniform for the largest sub culture in richmond, virginia pulled directly from a myspace about me.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
“what you now are seeking, hope to realize. dont give it til the weekend. it will...”
i am ______________
knock me out, place me in my bed, kiss me softly on the cheek and tuck me in.
DANILO CALLEJAS IS TRAIN HOPPING TO NORTH CAROLINA FROM MIAMI. DANILO CALLEJAS IS LIVING MY DREAM. jealous, yall. but thats my boyyyyy.
-oregon, this summer, you will be mine.
-however, until then, this break and virginia’s nature will have to suffice.
“i like weird. i like you. see?”
are you capable of loving someone? are you capable of being loved?
theres never enough time theres never enough time
we dont have all the hands we need
theres not enough you’s or me’s to be all the places we want to
theres never enough time never enough time
i’ll siphon these anxieties onto to-do lists
fuck that.
let me win, just this once.
being away from home has really made me investigate the resources i once had so readily available to me. i felt that i exhausted and cherished these resources as much as possible while i was in middle & high school but i’m finding that i am discovering more and more and missing more and more about richmond. it just makes me more excited to go home, network and throw myself into the city....
“…There will be blood, shame, pain and ecstasy, the likes of which no one has yet imagined. None shall emerge unscathed. Since there is no afterlife, the only hell is the hell of praying, obeying laws, and debasing yourself before authority figures, the only heaven is the heaven of sin, being rebellious, having fun, fucking, learning new things and breaking as many rules as you can....
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-20) →
just not good enough
top five songs spanning from the end of the summer up until now (also known as the most significant songs of the first semester of college (in chronological order!))
1. thalassocracy by frank black (feel good song of the end of my summer) 2. 3. chelsea hotel no. 2 cover by paul baribeau (on repeat most mornings and on walks to the west side) 4. 5. better than anything ever by paul baribeau...
getoutofbedputonclothesbrushteethgetmyshittogetherfindsomefoodfinishprintingwritesomethings
focusfocusfocusdontletmymindwanderrelax